I'm Nicole and I am learning how to play the drums.

 

I just spent 50 dollars

on clothes at Forever 21.

I’m excited but I am never spending money like that for a LONG time.

If I had said half the things I actually think about people

I would have like five friends.

And three of them are related to me. :D

So, I do not want Justin to have to leave for the Marines. I don’t want to not be able to talk to him for three months. I don’t want to be without him for that long of a time period. This kid has made me feel amazing these past two and a half months. No one has been able to make me this happy before. He can always put a smile on my face. Everything he says and does makes me beyond happy. Words do not describe it. I’ve never felt this important or special to anyone before. He treats better than anyone I have ever met. I can truly say I am in love with him. I do not care what anyone says about it either. I can’t control my feelings or how fast I have fallen for this guy. The way he comforts me when I cry or asks how I am feeling each and every day just to make sure I am happy shows how much he truly does care about me. He tells me everything will be alright when I have given up all hope. He makes me believe things are possible and has showed me that I can do something if I try hard enough. I have been struggling with my grades lately and it has added so much stress on me and I take comfort in the fact knowing that I have Justin by my side. He tells me he is proud of me and tells me he knows I can do it, at random times in the day. He is someone I can go to for advice or tell my secrets to. I am so beyond lucky to have someone in my life that makes me feel this way. I just can’t believe this happened to me. Yeah, we have ups and we have our downs but we always seem to make everything better. This thing doesn’t even come close to what I think about him. I think the absolute world of him and so much more. I am so proud to call him my boyfriend. I didn’t know what love was untill now. I love you, Justin.

I love the people I work with.

It makes my job worth going to.

I actually love it :p

This was the night I met my boyfriend: January 2nd, 2011.

This was the night I met my boyfriend: January 2nd, 2011.